delirious
pensive
sleepless
home
hot
bewitched
peaceful
vibrating
elating
drifting

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This, this is weird. I'm... not someone that anyone would expect to read anything from. I keep to the fringes. Really... I am... or was, a very, very bad person. Not outwardly, not to the people that have my acquaintance. To them I was probably quiet, boring. Exactly how I wanted it to be. No undue ( Read more... )

"strange... days ( Read more... )

so, my dream. now, keep in mind it was one of those nights where i wake up around 430, get up for a while and goof off, then pass back out. during that interval i have my most vivid and curious imaginings ( Read more... )

so, quickly (relative to the years i've been working/thinking/writing) this is coming together. i realized that the dream i had about iggy pop/satan/superman raping that girl was an eros dream. so, i know that the Man (don't know his name yet) in the book will be having eros's dreams and it'll be revealed such during the course ( Read more... )

it's true. i've had a deep, profound breakthrough in the literary sense ( Read more... )

there is something wrong. i am in danger. there is a poisonous thing inside me. the beast in my chest... he's sick. and sad. and very, unbearably, lonely. i feel him dying. i'm afraid if he does, then i will too ( Read more... )

i am terrified of my words. they haunt me on the edge of my vision. they crowd my olfactory senses with the odors of their promise. they are heavy, massive, like a looming wall that i for once cannot climb. i can't even start to ( Read more... )

really odd one: kind of a longish intro with a combo-person (old boss nick and old friend gary) showing me some old-school LCD screen video game they'd prototyped. ahh pixels... then, it built to a crescendo when satan (who was actually iggy pop) wearing a superman costume swooped down on a virgin girl with ill intent. he was air-humping her before ( Read more... )

some days, you just can't seem to do anything right ( Read more... )