its been a while, if anyone stumbles upon this here is an update, real quick like ( Read more... )

i'm alive.

i will never live here. kinda bored. had my first run in with "creoles" not fun. ran into chris underoath at walmart talked a bit about the north and the south in contrast. ate out a whole bunch im feeling like a veal. i've done nothing but play video games for 3 days. its like games go out to eat. games sleep. im homesick. ive never been homesick ( Read more... )

its been a long time. the band is in full swing minus me. i've killed my throat trying to hard and it cracks all the time now. being a 5 piece is way cooler than a 2. andy is here for good. we feared he would head back to cali for a while and rejoin horse the band but i'm deff. he'll stay. i'm about to leave for tampa saturday for a week then get ( Read more... )

hey. weekly wrap up. the bass player situation is still in the works the big news will be posted soon. i've been very productive as of late. last weekend george came over and carved pumpkins with me and the ladies. i carved my pumpkin to say joe. lame, maybe. the chariot are horrible live which made me sad. i got my grades all back from all those ( Read more... )

hey assholes. the Shark! Shark! is still in full swing. so is the Joe. i'm getting over the shock of returning to school. the last weeks have been filled with everything that is good....some of which include ( Read more... )

she called me ju ju and i let her. no one ever got away with that shit with me. i was always innocent and couldn't ever do a thing to change it. i will watch my family leave with out a word. i will sit here because its easier than dealing with the facts and being there for my mother. i am selfish. my brother will fly in tomorrow. i'll pretend to be ( Read more... )

hey bitches, shark!shark! is now a 5 piece. paul bianchi is holding down the bass end and george is doing all the taps and all so raj can play keyboards live. we made a couple new songs. the new shit is sooooo catchy. i've been at george's for the past 2 days getting my drink on. i'm going to go pick up where i left off now.
bye

we had sound issues..as in no one could hear the keys and drum machine. we still tore ass. i didn't even throw up. it felt good to see all the beautiful faces i haven't seen. its kinda scary to. people grow and change regardless what the circumstance better or worse. i feel detached from that life for the most part. i love those who have stayed at ( Read more... )

im back in school. i'm playing a show saturday. possibly monday. i'm going to work now and there will be beer when i return.