ju-ju

[mr_pumpkin]

she called me ju ju and i let her. no one ever got away with that shit with me. i was always innocent and couldn't ever do a thing to change it. i will watch my family leave with out a word. i will sit here because its easier than dealing with the facts and being there for my mother. i am selfish. my brother will fly in tomorrow. i'll pretend to be ok untill sunday night. i think sunday is ok for a breakdown.
bye grandma