my new years resolution is to read more ( Read more... )

this is very cheesy and maybe i am a little bit stoned, but i am so happy i could cry right now. what is this. ps: i am probably annoying everyone around me lately. sry.

new serious boy thing (i MELT) + "born on a train" (arcade fire version...sry again) + rainy hair day (ha) + synecdoche, new york (NO WORDS) + everything in my life is right right ( Read more... )

i saw conor oberst play for the first time last night. he didn't play the hits. but he said now is a good time to be american. now is a good time to be a human being, and i was filled with joy, because, yes: finally! and then he played songs for me to dance to so i danced ( Read more... )

i'm single and fine with it, for the first time in two years ( Read more... )

to start with, my fourth of july was the best fourth of july that happened in all of america. probably. it was definitely my best fourth of july of all time. almost everyone i like in the city of boston was on my roof, along with a bunch of people mitch from next door invited over and we danced on the roof to "mr. jones and me" and "juicy" (the ( Read more... )

i've decided to try focusing all of that compulsive energy i talked about before on writing. more specifically, on writing well enough to get into the iowa writers' workshop (?!?!?!) in the fall of 2009 or 2010...which probably won't happen since they only accept fifty poetry applicants and i am NOT the louise gluck (ew) or charles wright (mmm) of ( Read more... )

i'm going to europe for five weeks on july ninth ( Read more... )

i have a secret that i am determined to keep entirely to myself. i didn't do it on purpose but i've never had something i've wanted to keep entirely to myself before. i think i have a tendency to put too much on the table most times, so this secret-keeping is part of not doing that anymore for the sake of, i don't know, making things a little more ( Read more... )

so last night a lot of people ended up in my apartment. i drank a lot out of a beer bong. when the beer ran out we made it into a carlo rossi bong. drank some of that too and felt like i was in COLLEGE for real. i haven't been that drunk in a while but it was mostly pretty good and some of us danced to songs i wanted to dance to at my birthday ( Read more... )

last week: did mushrooms (cue beginning of a really weird era in my young adulthood). read the road in two days. rode my bike a lot. saw james tate read. saw indiana jones at midnight on wednesday. saw john a lot? walked from brookline to cambridge and then from home in cambridge to harvard square and back... like at least seven miles. in a period ( Read more... )