Jan 16, 2009 02:01
my new years resolution is to read more.
i'm happier with josh in my life than i have ever been. he makes life better and easier and simpler. wonderful in its simplicity.
i've organized my whole room over the past three days and today katia and i cleaned the whole apartment. everything. simple.
josh and i might end up taking a day trip to vermont really soon to pick up this mid-century modern danish writing desk we found on ebay. it's my christmas present.
my twenty-first birthday falls on my last day of college. may sixth. (i graduate on the eighteenth.) i'm not scared because things seem to have a way of falling into place. i'll probably keep working in retail for a while or go to grad school and accumulate more debt, but i have no doubt things will stay simple if i let them.
this summer, josh and i will be taking a road trip all through the south. then, if things stay as simple, we'll also be driving from boston to los angeles.
in september i'll probably be living in los angeles. i don't know what i'll do there, but this has fallen into place and i tend not to question what things i'm given lately. most things are easy. and that no longer feels foreboding, like some quiet threat before what is actually meant to happen happens. maybe this is what is supposed to happen, maybe i'm just that lucky right now.