So I woke up this morning with this weird feeling ( Read more... )

I cannot get myself on track right now. I need to do schoolwork. Why am I not doing it? Ahhhh! Maybe I should clean my room. Yes. That would be good...be back ( Read more... )

Ok, this is really weird. So I found out like a week ago that one of my childhood dreams has died. That's right, Zac Hanson is married and expecting a baby. Lol, I was obsessed with him in 5th grade! I was sure that we were perfect for each other. Well, the weird thing I was referring to was that since I found that out I have been having ( Read more... )

"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously.
If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt.
If you never get hurt, you always have fun.
And if you ever get lonely...
you just go to the record store...
and visit your friends."

I'm horribly lonely. Isn't that sad? I've been somewhat lonely ever since I lost my best friend a year ago. Nothing has been the same. Life holds so much less joy when you're on your own. I had never been on my own before. Being alone was the worst, hardest thing I had ever done, and yet now it seems the only thing that I can do ( Read more... )

So I eat popcorn fairly often. For some reason I seem to forget that I absolutely abhor popcorn until after I've eaten it. It's been this way for a few years. Why don't I learn? I'm hungry, what should I eat? Ooh, popcorn sounds good! Crunch crunch crunch. Oh yeah, I hate popcorn. Yuck ( Read more... )

Why does he have to do this to me? Every time I've finally gotten past him and I'm finally feeling good for a change. He has to come back and remind me of everything I've lost, and then push me while I'm down by reminding me that we will never be again ( Read more... )

I'm hopeless. Like you won't believe!
So I have a crush on a gay guy I've never met...
I would, wouldn't I?
Pathetic.
Utterly pathetic.
And extremely characteristic of me!

Holy sixth grade tragedy! So It's been rather nice being drama free this whole summer and the time I've spent at Gustavus. Until last night/this morning that is. The king of immaturity himself, Alex, imed me after midnight when I was already asleep because I had 8 am class. Well, when I didn't respond, he kept trying and then decided that I was ( Read more... )

Smiling in regret. Isn't that such a strange concept? And yet, I understand it. There are few things I truly regret in life, but the ones I have still seem like big deals to me ( Read more... )