i'm at a time in my life where i'm re-evaluating the friendships i have with people. how can you call me two-faced, how can you tell me i never fought for our friendship how can you tell me all of these things when i feel that's not how i am. i don't want to have to wake up every morning wondering if you're angry or if i'm going to do something ( Read more... )

my god, it's so cold out! more like wind than cold. and i had this whole update planned, but it seems i've gotten lazy and exhausted, so i'll write it maybe tomorrow. peace.

I am going to new york for new years!!!!1 I will be in new york from december 28th until january 4th!!!! i am so happy!!!! :) I cannot spend any money until then besides my bills and what not, but i am ecstatic!!!!1

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over these words right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) by what people remember about you.

no matter what i say i can't do a damn thing. so fuck it all. i hate being emotional

so it's 2 am and it's time for an update. a lot of shit has gone down lately and it's all upsetting and frustrating and hurtful and everything like that. friday night was horrible, i don't think anyone has ever said things to hurt me as bad as he did. i forgave but i will never forget. i told him the truth and i know it hurt him, and i'm sorry he ( Read more... )

so today woke up, ran errands with my mom. got a new cell phone which i am in love with and might rape at some point. got stuff from wal-mart. came home. took meds. went out with the lovely chris. went to d-town to this music store, which i bought 2 pepper cd's from which i greatly enjoy. i introduced chris to them, he likes them a lot too. then i ( Read more... )

so i'm in PC i got here today. as soon as i got here i go to daytona run random errands. my computer was fine, just a little overheated. lost information for no reason due to toshiba. gotta love it. FUCK THAT. my throat is starting to hurt again, lovely. i got new contacts, and new glasses which are hot, i am in like of them. mom gave me pretty ( Read more... )

so i just woke up from what seemed like a pretty long nap. i'm parched i need some drink to quench my thirst. today was a annoying day at work, i was really tired and they tried keeping me later than i should've been. i'm not used to cashiering, so they're like you need to wait for your relief. well fuck that it was 4:30, i was bitchy, i was cranky ( Read more... )

so today was a boring rainy day. i was watching some crazy movies on the sci-fi channel, that was always interesting. had some nice chatting with an awesome bud on the tele, it was nice. catie and i got bored lol, so we decided to play dress up and take some hot pictures. mission accomplished. i was wearing my white shirt and this hot ass halter ( Read more... )