Jan 23, 2006 23:32
i'm at a time in my life where i'm re-evaluating the friendships i have with people. how can you call me two-faced, how can you tell me i never fought for our friendship how can you tell me all of these things when i feel that's not how i am. i don't want to have to wake up every morning wondering if you're angry or if i'm going to do something that will upset you. friends aren't suppossed to test eachother....
i fucking don't get it and i'm not so sad this time, it's more anger and the feeling of not understanding, i wish i could, maybe i could figure a lot of myself out. i think i need to reevauluate myself maybe...
life goes on, you break bridge and then you rebuild, you find out who was true and who never really was...
its a lesson learned...
maybe i'll evaluate it later, as for right now i really don't care.