I guess im back to LiveJournal, I kinda have been shying away from it just because i really dont know how to work it, but as of late ive been really looking forward to reading others journals. I guess this is a comeback to something that i have never been to.

I spent Saturday night driving around town for three ours with this girl from one of my ( Read more... )

To tired to feel to full of rage to cry. All i want is to be something that im really not...all i want is to become something that i can be content with. What is it to be content? Thats all i really want. All i want is to be content. I long for those days of sleeping without a single thought running through my brain...i miss those mornings waking ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since I have written anything about myself. I find it hard that in my hardships to find simplicity in my own self. I sink to my shallows and retreat to my shadows, it only get harder to see myself being who I am. Nothing to look forward to nothing to oversee, nothing to imagine as my own anymore. My paper thin emotions have taken ( Read more... )

I want to say so much right now but for some reason failing to see myself in an image of truth in reality is only bringing me down more and more to a level i never wanted to be at. Nothing is wrong, just re-realizing my past thoughts and how they could be such a waste of time...but soon begining to dwell on a distant revolution that i once had. A ( Read more... )

Im tired of answering questions. Im tired of having to explain myself and haveing to give merit to my secrets and memories...im tired of feeling guilty and loss, im tired of having to be the one that is singled out for his emotions.Rob: I can see now I never really committed to Laura. I always had one foot out the door, and that prevented me from ( Read more... )

Some how lately life seems to be a bit more drab. Its almost as if you were talking into a phone as you played with the cut cord...i dunno almost pointless. Its as if im talking to myself. I cant take this stupid highschool drama business anyways im almost 18 and i hate it. I dont have the same mind set as my friends. I find myself looking away ( Read more... )

This is my first live journal entry. I really dont know why im making a live journal, maybe because melo can piss me off sometimes and i need somewhere that i can throw down what i want to say...and not have everyone that wants to slit their writs read it.

sigh i guess i just needed a new addiction, and no where better to start then a completely ( Read more... )