lights off its shadow lite
To tired to feel to full of rage to cry. All i want is to be something that im really not...all i want is to become something that i can be content with. What is it to be content? Thats all i really want. All i want is to be content. I long for those days of sleeping without a single thought running through my brain...i miss those mornings waking up knowing what it was that i was to face. I really wish i had the urge to write more. I cant imagine my life the next day after next or what my life was like the day before the last. I am no longer living in the past and i cant move to the future. a constant feeling of being in the same spot...but i guess everyone needs to live in their failure once and awhile. i guess you could call this an update. sigh.