So, I often debate over the existence of GOD. I can not ever decide whether or not I believe. The primary factor for me wanting to believe is that I do not want to go to hell. The primary factor in me not wanting to believe is that my life has been hell. I am not saying that my entire life has been horrible I do however contend that large portions ( Read more... )

Sometimes, regardless of how well my life is going I find myself wanting to take a walk, not just anyone walk but an epic walk. A journey that would take a lifetime to complete. I think it would be a wonderful experience to hike my way across the country, camping and experiencing the USA. I would want to visit every state in the contiguous United ( Read more... )

Honestly I don't know why I am back... I just read through my posts and I am wondering how I make it. I don't really know Up for me seems to be most peoples depressed. Depressed for me seems like most people are ready to off themselves. No, I do not want to off myself, no I would not complain if I were hit by a jet plane, or a bus or 10,000 monkeys ( Read more... )

( So I continue my maniacal ranting of life.... )

( Why so merry? )

So, I am going to use this place again to get stuff about my past out. I will use the LJ cuts to hide it from the main page so if you don't want to partake you don't have to. Most people will probably question why I am putting this for all those who have friended me to see. Do I want attention? While this is not the purpose I can't honestly say I ( Read more... )

I haven't even looked at this place for 26 weeks, I wonder if anyone missed me. So, whats going on with me. Management is not all it is cracked up to be, it is a lot more work then the staff think it is. It has really opened my eyes to why good managers get burned out quickly at my company and why many of the past managers decided to just slack ( Read more... )

Looking for people who would be interested in spinning fire poi for a wedding May 9th 2009. This would be for little to now pay but you would be fed.

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