fuck me the speeding ticket that i owed was taken to court and i owed $130 in fees. now, because i was late to pay, it has gone to nearly $200. so much for getting a new phone :(

i have to learn how to forgive.

and stop stalking people.

so in my ever so free schedule, and in my attempts to keep myself busy, i have taken up on updating my listless days. i wish i had money. before, i was thinking of how i was going to structure this entry, and i was going to mention him. but i decided that this isn't healthy and the purpose for updating is to better myself, not succumb to my ( Read more... )

i'm afraid to wonder what will happen to me when i'm in love ( Read more... )

lg envy > joseph > nokia n75 > sterling > motorola Q9 > michael > ....?

i guess its time for a new phone

well, sadly enough, i don't think there are sufficient or remarkable things that are happening in my life enough for me to bring up. everything is pretty normal or more like, boring. but i have no one to blame but myself for that. my father has invited me to go to isreal, all expense paid trip. but i don't know if im ready for this yet. its been 13 ( Read more... )

eres para mi?
:>

so should i ( Read more... )

Why ( Read more... )

im so tired.
so tired of hoping for reciprocation that will never happen.
so tired of hoping that he's surpassed double chins and knobby knees.
so tired of hoping its his name that'll appear on caller id.

hopefully, this is the end and i can resume my sane self again.