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Jun 17, 2009 13:23

i'm afraid to wonder what will happen to me when i'm in love.
my cynicism will always prevail, in the happiest of situation, and when i toy with the idea that one day i shall be content, i will always think one step ahead, negatively.
when, and hopefully, if i am in a situation where i give myself completely to a person, without a doubt my whole existence is purposefully for this purpose, i think it will come to an end, eventually.
and then i wonder, what kind of medicine i will be on, because let me tell you, there is without a doubt i will be needing some kind of medical help.
i am depressed right now and it was nothing. imagine if i was involved?
i guess God is trying to save me the pain.
maybe i should start focusing on myself and worry less about others.
mhmm.
new proposition, new day.
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