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Introspection
At the end of the day, when everything is quiet, and you finally have only yourself inside your head...are you content with who you are? What was left unspoken today? What was left unheard?
As for me, I'm just a normal girl, who talks too much, with so much left unsaid. I vow to change. I'll talk less, and say more. I'll talk less, and hear more. I ( Read more... ) -
Musings on Friendship and Life
I believe in forward progress. I believe in the struggle to the top. I believe in constantly trying to better yourself for no other reason than being the best version of you. I don't have time to waste being stagnant in life. I don't think anyone has time to waste on that. Don't you have dreams? Goals? Ambitions? So lets struggle together, make ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I met a man named (K) last night.
He lit a fire under my skin, then walked away. The fire still burns; it rages with him, and it rages without.
I got this feeling, low in my gut, like nothing I've ever experienced.
I don't know what that means.
All day, I could only think of him. So I fell asleep, and dreamed of him.
I can't forget his eyes. His lips. ( Read more... ) -
Hey! Let's get our head out of the clouds! :D
So. It's been awhile since I've updated, so let me just fill you in on some of the highlights:
1- (M) has a girlfriend.
Yeah. I know, right. Real cool. However, since nothing ever really happened between us, no intentions were ever stated or acted upon, I felt less upset about it than I would have been otherwise. Also, he apparently hates his ( Read more... ) -
I deserve a real chance
(M) stood me up tonight. Sent me a vague text when I was a block away from meeting up with him. All it said was, "Something came up with my roommate, he had an emergency that I had to help him with." What? So I expressed concern for his roommate's well being, and got zero response. Cool. I'm not going to make an issue of it, and I'm not going to be ( Read more... ) -
I really, really want to hang out with him like all of the time.
Every morning, I mean, literally every morning, (M) texts me, "Good Morning!" Around 8:30, every morning for the past month that we've been talking. I want to see him more often than we do. I get to see him tonight after work sometime, though! And that's exciting! :)
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(Untitled)
I think I'm losing my mind. I hate myself so much. I don't dare tell anyone that, because to me, pride is almost everything. Not to mention I don't need the pep-talks, the "oh please, girl," or the "yeah, because you're life is so awful," chats from my friends.
I'm cocky, I'm confident, I'm independent, I'm self-sufficient, and I talk too much. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Objective...Complete
So I not only found a new job, I found two! I now have two mall jobs, plus my restaurant job. Now I just have to do some minor tweaking to adjust my schedules to fit, and voila! One of my new jobs is only a seasonal position, but the other is permanent. I am now moments away from quitting my restaurant job because my manager is a manipulative, ( Read more... ) -
Job Hunting
So I'm job hunting. One of my least favorite things in the whole freakin world. Literally. Hate it so much, I don't even want to talk about it. I had an interview yesterday morning at Sur La Table, that cooking store. That place is so freaking cool! I've been in there before, but not in a long, long time. My friend recently got a job there, and ( Read more... ) -
Well That Took Forever...
So I have had this Lj account since 2003. The last time I used it was 2007. Just for reference, it's now almost 2012. In 2003, I was... 15 years old. Whoa. So I just had to delete all the stupid ramblings from when I was 15 to when I was 19. All the idiotic quizilla quizes, all the high school drama crap, all my nerdy anime fan-girl b.s, etc. I ( Read more... )