Something vague ( Read more... )

I'm glad I agreed to see a counsellor when I was 16, even if I felt I was giving in to my Dad's diagnosis of my mental illness. She was not very helpful, but she was a stepping stone ( Read more... )

It was an interesting week ( Read more... )

We have made the move! Me and Matt are now here together in this house on our own. Amy and Nick have moved their things in but El isn't coming until the end of August. The area is horrible and there is a kids playground out the back of the house which I find infuriating. It will probably be easier when I am not spending all day with kids too ( Read more... )

I might just die of moving house related causes at any point right now ( Read more... )

Writing this seems farcical a lot of the time now. I just want to be sarcastic. But it's time to let go. Time to appreciate the good things, the things that don't needlessly wind me up ( Read more... )

I am a bit emotional tonight ( Read more... )

Last night was really the final straw. I have never cried like that before. The pain hit at about 9pm and didn't subside until 6am when I finally fell asleep, although it came back at 8am and woke me up. I just...I am at a loss. Doctor is treating me for an Overactive Bladder, which I am sure I don't have. I do not have urge incontince, or any kind ( Read more... )

It is probably about time that I updated. Over a month is quite a while ( Read more... )

I have been listening to a lot of Something Corporate lately. Just like the old days. It is awesome. Well, they are a bit awful, but there is an angst in there that I am fond of ( Read more... )