So I broke up with A. It was nearly 5 years together. I'm not sure what happened, honestly. I just.. Stopped loving him. I still care about him, but not in "that way". Not that that makes sense. Doesn't help that I fooled around with D.. He's had a thing for me for a long time, and is one of those guys who wants to make sure everyone else is happy ( Read more... )

Things have happened.

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I officially hate doctors. Actually, I've hated them for quite some time now, but since I've exhausted the people I can talk to about this I have turned to the internet! Oh exciting ( Read more... )

All I do is snap at people. Obviously.

Shutting up still.

Ah, I am forgetful. New rules for the new year coming up, though they are pretty much the old ones ( Read more... )

I'm getting complacent again. Need to shut up. Don't express yourself, don't talk, let others talk over you. That's just the way it is. You're not allowed, you know nad you keep forgetting. You lost your last chance to do so, and you can't mess up anymore.

...Okay, I'm really just gonna stop posting on facebook. And since no one reads this, I'm gonna bottle it all up. Mm, bottles. Sad, no money. Wonder if my looks'll go anywhere? Hahahaha!

I didn't know something I should have again. My lack of knowledge is wrong.. I'm going to figure out how to read minds some day. That's the only way to find out anything any more.

I am getting far too forgetful. It shouldn't be such a habit.. What others want, they should receive, even if it is just an ear to hear. What I want.. Well, that's what I want. It isn't interesting or important. I need to keep that to myself. An ear for everyone else i suppose.