yeah so i start classes tomorrow.. and i already know that im going to hate commuting. tomorrow its supposed to rain and im going to go crazy. =( sometimes i wish that i went to a suny school. that way.. i would be away from home and i would be able to relax and just concentrate on school. if i really have a problem this year.. then i might ( Read more... )

im so frustrated and i have no reason why. its driving me nuts. i want to scream out on top of my lungs. i want to.. no.. i dont. i dont want to cry my eyes out. i want a hug from one person. but thats not going to happen.

life is bothering me at the moment. does anyone want to take me away from reality?

please?

anyone who knows me really really well, knows how much i hate change. well tonight it fucking hit me how much a lot in my life has changed. and it hit me hard. some things are finally setting in such as: im not dorming this year. my best friend is away at school. and pretty much everyone else. thank god i have paul. i dont know whats worse.. not ( Read more... )

so im at emilys at the moment. at her block party that my parents were supposed to be at but arent because my dad is an asshole and doesnt like meeting new people. all i asked was for my parents to meet my best friends parents. its not like i was asking them to kill themselves or anything. i just wanted them to meet because i thought that they ( Read more... )

all i want to add to my last entry is that i had an amazing time last night and im so happy right now. i really cant remember when i was this happy. thats a lie. but whatever. im just really happy right now and its making me feel so good. i really need more nights like the one i had last night. it was just so relaxing and dramaless ( Read more... )

stars make me happy. really really happy. :]

so do awesome nights. =)

its time for an update. lol so last night i hungout with emily paulo jaspantsaretoobigforher and danny. it was actually a lot of fun. we dont do much but we always have fun.. which is awesome. =) i love those guys. so i get to emilys a little before 7 and paul and danny are already there just chillin in emilys room. and then jas got there and we ( Read more... )

i found this to be highly amusing. stoled from tami. <3

i just cant deal with it anymore. he feels like his life is falling apart. well you know what.. mine is already apart. between not living at school next year. not having a job. all my friends leaving me in august. i just cant take it anymore. i wish i could go somewhere and have absolutely no one know me. like when i went to israel. that was great ( Read more... )

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