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i just cant deal with it anymore. he feels like his life is falling apart. well you know what.. mine is already apart. between not living at school next year. not having a job. all my friends leaving me in august. i just cant take it anymore. i wish i could go somewhere and have absolutely no one know me. like when i went to israel. that was great. i could be anyone i wanted. although i didnt quite take advantage of that.. just knowing that i could do that was good enough for me. and i hate the fact that right now im in someone elses house and all i feel like doing is crying my eyes out. i hate feeling like this. i fucking hate it. and i dont want to take it anymore. and i dont even know if he reads this stupid thing but if he does i want him to know that i dont want anymore facebook messages or myspace messages or any messages. i just need the space. i dont ask for much. but this i need. i need this. so just try and move on and leave it alone.