For some reason, things have become oddly "dull". It isn't that anything is bad. On the contrary, things are actually going very well, by all real accounts. Still, I don't feel as though I "do" very much.

One thing I need to seriously get back to is making my YouTube videos. I just find the process often very tedious. Overall, though, my main ( Read more... )

I write so infrequently, these days ( Read more... )

Clearing my mind, I spent some time alone in the mind-scape, on a simple beach. I was there to build a great sandcastle, much as my yearnings usually dictate ( Read more... )

My feelings of isolation are not as bad as they once were but they are still there. It leads to the odd problems associated with feeling disconnected. This means that I am oddly moved to emotion. While, at work, a pointless argument will quickly cause me to fly into a rage while, at home, it sometimes means odd things move me to tears ( Read more... )

Is this why everything has shifted to the grey ( Read more... )

Yesterday's rather frustrating Pride parade got me thinking about what it means to be "progressive". Through time, I assume that its definition has always been in flux and always a cause for conflict and disagreement ( Read more... )

I have noticed that I have become fixated on distractions. Not engagements, which would involve any decisive act, but merely the distraction from the meaninglessness of life. This typically involves watching videos with which I hold only a passing interest (or have seen before), reading articles which are only slightly interesting to me, etc. I ( Read more... )

For some reason, I have had a hard time doing much of anything, these past few months ( Read more... )

I feel oddly bad that I don't write as much as I used to. It used to be something so therapeutic but it has fallen by the way-side only to be replaced with... nothing ( Read more... )

Thoughts move slowly and, despite their uncertainty, they have a subtle direction in their progression. For a while, I wasn't certain. Now, I think I understand ( Read more... )