...and if it didn't keep defaulting me to that slow and useless "feed" page.

Uggh, I must be getting old but I still long for the days when we told computers what to do, not them telling us how to use them.

...Nights

Given that I don't know many people, and am a total loss for how to grow that small circle, I sometimes read through places like the Reddit R4R. Most of the time, these posts are either people looking for quick sex or they sound fake. A common pattern I notice there is that most of the accounts in use, are only used _for_ that sub, specifically, ( Read more... )

Met up with a friend for dinner and sitting in Trinity-Bellwoods, which was a nice outing.

On my way home, I walked past Nocturne and saw a bunch of what appeared to be ravers followed by a pub with a bunch of people in bright outfits sitting together.


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It seems like I spend less time updating this and other avenues than I should, opting instead for reading or watching meaningless things. For me, the internet has become what TV was, back in the 90s: just a way to emulate being not alive. I always hated that "idleness". Either find an active leisure activity, go to sleep, or get to work. Doing ( Read more... )

Went to the Pride parade, this afternoon, with Dave. None of the other people who had shown some sort of interest in appearing managed to make it out. It was a cold and rainy afternoon but those involved in the parade seemed enthusiastic and unphased ( Read more... )

Trudging through the snow of this blizzard, my eyes finally fixate on something which doesn't cause them to snap shut. I approach the strange object, a red piece of glass which glows with an odd light, and look at it for a moment ( Read more... )

I stop my meditations on a sudden thought, and open my eyes ( Read more... )

I have noticed, for at least a few months, that I have developed a strange mental reflex when in situations which should otherwise arouse feelings of wanting to connect with people and get to know them. When I find the people in my midst starting to populate my mental image of my surroundings, it seems as though a star falls from the sky, explodes ( Read more... )

One of the things I really love about this area, which I too easily forget, is just how soothing the area is ( Read more... )

While walking around outside, today, I was thinking about how I have become deeply compromised and incomplete due to some combination of social isolation (which isn't really the case, any more) and deeply toxic thoughts being pressed into me. I spent a lot of time thinking about how to return to being a complete person. After all, if I am ( Read more... )