My journal is friends only from 10-17 on. I'm working on converting the older entries to Friends as well, but since there's no magic code it could take awhile. "Knock and the door shall open."

All for the sake of healing ( Read more... )

Today was a better day. It started out like crap. I hate Glenn. I hope he dies. Soon. Kristen made me really really happy today. She's a cool chica. Haha, I can't believe I just wrote that. But she is. Cool anyway ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I hurt so much inside I think I will explode. Then I hope I will and kill everyone in the process. I find myself saying, "I hate him/her. I hope he/she dies" quite often. I wish the world would end soon. And everyone would die ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hurt so much inside I think I will explode. Then I hope I will and kill everyone in the process. I find myself saying, "I hate him/her. I hope he/she dies" quite often. I wish the world would end soon. And everyone would die ( Read more... )

I suck. I'm not good at anything. I'm a crap rider and I screwed up and I hate myself for it. "Don't be so hard on yourself." Screw that. If I'm not hard on me, who will be? I screwed up. I FUCKED UP. HOW COULD I BLOW THAT? I knew that test better than anyone, and I fucked it all up. Fuck. I have wasted 12 years of my life on something I suck at. ( Read more... )

Amanda and Stefie are here, we have a show tomorrow. I should be asleep, but I'm not.

There's someone on-line I would love to IM, but I'm too scared and shy. And its not Dan. Cause I don't want to talk to him. Should I? I might.

Wish me good luck. Haha, yeah...right.

To quote Rebekah: "Ever notice how all the best lines in movies and TV have the word bitch? For example, "Get up, bitch." and "Say goodnight, bitch. Goodnight, bitch." Its a good word. I think I'm going to type it a lot now ( Read more... )

How cool is this picture?

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