May 15, 2002 21:14
Sometimes I hurt so much inside I think I will explode. Then I hope I will and kill everyone in the process. I find myself saying, "I hate him/her. I hope he/she dies" quite often. I wish the world would end soon. And everyone would die.
I don't want to have my party anymore.
I hate you. Fuck. Here I go again. I hate crying, crying is a weakness. Somebody hug me...and mean it. Aren't you supposed to be my friend? Well act like it damn it. No wait, don't act like it. Actually be my friend. Someone. Please. I don't want to leave this world friendless.