I'm so fucking burned out on school and not knowing anyone, it's terrible. I feel like i could just sit in the corner of a dark room for about a week curled in a ball right now , hypertension here i come! This is just making me wonder if i made the right choice about going to school, i don't have anyone to vent to and the one person i feel like i ( Read more... )

well i'm finally going to start at a college this next fall in Camarillo, i'm super pumped/nervous about the whole thing. I still haven't filled out my student loan forms but thats because my computer broke and i can't get a new password. I'm getting fucking stressed out about everything but you know i'm still more stressed out about another ( Read more... )

So i was finally feelin good about things and the whole not talking thing but now she wants to in person,what the fuck am i gonna say? I'm gonna really have to say its over and thats tough man, i don't see how what she says to me is true and if i do then i'm just an idiot. Its finally come down to this just like it was when i broke up with her. God ( Read more... )

so i'm drunk,whats new? i'm adding on to earlier ( Read more... )

I just remembered i still had this and since i've deleted myspace and facebook i think i'm goin back to this cause i like it more ( Read more... )

So what the fuck should I do? This is driving me crazy and not lettng me focus, again. I say again cuz I'm starting to believe I'm in the same situation yet again, maybe I'm not. Fuck this week, if this doesn't get resolved soon I'm giving up again.

This is going to be one of the most painful weeks of my life. God i hope something great comes out of all of this,the suspense is killing me. No rollercoaster could ever be as gnarly as the rollercoaster i'm on right now,fuck! I will come out on top!

I feel like my school system failed me. I don't know how to go about a lot of things that i should because of the way they taught us about certain subjects. Now i have a problem and don't know how to fix it because i was never showed how, great.

so i thought this is what i wanted but i changed my mind.

How come i make all this money but still manage to overdraw $180 in my bank account? God, I suck at life. How am i ever going to get out of here if i can't stop fuckin myself over? What am i gonna do? :-(