"no i'm not a virgin, i use my cajones"
well i'm finally going to start at a college this next fall in Camarillo, i'm super pumped/nervous about the whole thing. I still haven't filled out my student loan forms but thats because my computer broke and i can't get a new password. I'm getting fucking stressed out about everything but you know i'm still more stressed out about another situation, yet involving girls ugggghhhhhhh!! There is an old one and a new one, one is from the past and one is from the present and i can't fucking tell with either. The one from the past i know i probably shouldn't have a thing for but i just don't think i haven't ever fully got over my crush from high school which is fucking retarded. The other one i have hung out with a few times and is like a breath of fresh air, unfortunetly she doesn't live here but when i move down south i'll be closer. I just don't want to end up in another friend zone cuz thats the story of my life, anyways i thought it would make me feel better about everything if i just talked about it but i think i'm just driving myself even more crazy. FML