i talked to michelle last night. i talked to daryn too. i think he's going to move into a two bedroom apartment with me a little closer to u of t. i think we're a little behind on looking but oh well ( Read more... )

I turned 21 June 1 and it was strange to not have Shawn this year. This is going to take still some getting used to. i don't like that i have to get used to him being gone. my mom is a mess and my dad is too. shawn's mom calls me a lot and asks me if i'll come for dinner with her. it makes me sad to sit in her kitchen and eat while kaitie plays in ( Read more... )

My mom seems to be doing a little bit better. I mean she'd never let anyone know she's having trouble. But I heard her one night when my dad wasn't home and she was sitting in our family room and I could hear that she was watching my favourite movie, the karate kid, and she was crying. It almost broke my heart ( Read more... )

I had a long conversation with my mom last night. She cried and I nearly did too. This whole cancer thing sucks. I just want it to pick up and leave. I miss who my mom was before this all moved in on her and changed her. But she can't help it. She's scared, and who wouldn't be? I love her and I want her to be okay. I seriously have no idea what my ( Read more... )

Michelle, I couldn't be happier that you and I have worked things out. It was reeeally only a matter of time. Who could separate us, honestly? We were unstoppable! I love you and I will continue to love you, you are my very best friend (Shawn aside, lol) and we are going to have another amazing summer together! And no loser ex-boyfriend will change ( Read more... )

I'm home and I'm 20 and I've missed you and I'm ready to see you.