If it's one of two things i can't stand, it's silence.

...How i absolutely HATE this feeling of being ignored...

Very gabbasez.... T_T

Oh man... I haven't been on here, much less written anything on this blog thing since last year, where to freaking begin? Perhaps sequential order will suffice for now at nearly 5 am after I've been laying here thinking, thinking, and thinking some more still. In which case you'll have to excuse any typographical or grammatical errors until I find ( Read more... )

i hate this time of year...

i'm so tired... so very tired of suffering it... year.. after year, after goddamn year...

i need some Smirnoff and Jäger-bombs... Yes, drunkness needs to happen. Drunkness, and numbness.

Kill it all away.

Death from alcohol poisoning, you say? All the better.

At least i won't feel anything.

( Because these quiz things are fun )

*falls muzzle first to floor with a rare smile*

Just when i thought i couldn't possibly get any more stupid, i am proved horribly wrong on a near daily basis. The padded cell is looking more and more interesting and i fear i may actually get to the point where i just let the blades do their work and have their way, just enough that i can be checked into an institution so i can be locked away for ( Read more... )

It tears at me, it really does, how i seem to be allergic to happy. Whenever i'm remotely happy i'm hit with an intense wave of sadness and despair. The concert with My Chemical Romance was so WICKED. The pit was so much fun because i was able to scream and cry out the lyrics that both wound an cleanse my bleeding heart, my very aching soul. ( Read more... )

Yay, joy and jubilation! Bought tickets to go see MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE on the 29th in San Diego! *dance* Love the button i made?


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Just got out of the shower... and i made the mistake of catching a glance of myself in the medicine cabinet mirror... shoulders with angry red marks, perfectly spaced to match my claws... face red and stinging from the abrasive washing... and yet it seems, no matter how hard i scrub, the ugliness never washes away...

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