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Dont really feel like updating, so ill just let you all know there are some new pics from the weekend up online...they should somewhat tell a story of what i did this weekend.

Why do I torment my self like this?
Your eyes invited me into this fabricated bliss
I got lost and came out hurt and alone
Youre now further away than before
Ive lost touch with you
And now losing touch with reality
As you drive me further from solidarity.

So what happens when you put a softball in between Shaun aand my cell phone one might think..


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Have you ever had a dream over and over again and wake up at the same point every night and not been able to fall back to sleep?
Thats what Ive had to deal with for the past few nights.

Ive taken the hint that you no longer want me
Youd rather be with my friends than with me
I can see your plan and how you feel
Maybe its best that you avoid me.
Lies and deceit have been in your eyes
I must admit I fell into those eyes
And thought I saw something that evidently didnt exist.

The one time I do open actually myself up, I get hurt.
I should have known better and evidently you dont care.
Thanks

anything. youre confusing me.

Hey Hey, Im back. Been up in New Hampshire for a few days with Ryan. Did some hiking and canoeing up in Pittsburg, which is WAY the fuck up there. Climbed Mt. Magalloway and canoed on Back Lake. Beautiful area up there. Absolutly amazing area. We saw a waterfallin the woods and me the dumbass stepped on a wet rock and fell in the water. ( Read more... )

So I need a job. Maybe robbing banks will suffice? Anyone In ( Read more... )