so it's been awhile. a long while. it's been about a year and as we all know, a hell of a lot can happen in a year. new school, new ways, new friends. 2006 brought change and 2007 locked it in place ( Read more... )

for some reason i have the who stuck in my head, which is funny because the only memory i have of this song is like driving to school with michelle and the stupid chorus "these eyes, these eyes, these eyes" getting stuck in my head all day. i would`ve knocked my heah against the wood just to get it out ( Read more... )

wow kso, i wish i knew what to say but i dont. march break was really good, an escape from all the sad. but now that i'm back at school, its all sort of rushing back and i wish i wasn't such a baby, and i wish that i could just wave a wand and be in a good mood, but i can't. and all my friends are so happy, with good reason, and im happy too, but ( Read more... )

RIP BABY
Joshua Mazza 1991 - 2006
Did you know I miss you?
God, I miss you.

i wish i could go back in time. i'd go back to august 31 and try and change everything. who knows, if i could just make one things different, would we all still be where we are now? i know i wouldn't be but im wondering, would my decision effect everyone else's life? does everything we do act as a catalyst for the events in other peoples lives as ( Read more... )

well today was interesting. i had basketball this morning, and after three weeks of it making me miserable i told everyone today that i quit. my coaches are pretty disappointed and keep telling to me to think about it (i did for three weeks!) but my team mates don't really give a shit, making me think i made the right choice. for me it's all about ( Read more... )

Wow, you don`t even know how happy I am now that first semester is over. All my classes were killer boring. But I studied well for all my exams, except geography which doesn`t matter, so it doesn`t count. Plus, there`s sort of this guy who`s trying and succeeding to make a difference in my life, and god I actually think he`s perfect. Which really ( Read more... )

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex ( Read more... )

oh fun, another livejournal i can play with. i liked my last one, but i decided it was time for a change. the last one had too many hollycrest memories, and it was just really in the past. time for a new everything. new school, new house, new boy, new journal. makes sense to me anyways. this weekend was so amazing, and so un-eventful, honestly. ( Read more... )

new journal.
this will be fun.