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Here I Lurk
Thanks to aubkabob I have renewed interest in LJ. I don't know whether to thank her or loathe her.
Now I just need to decide if I want to stick around. I'm thinking now would be a good time to have a blog to escape too. So, we shall see! -
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Dee-pressed. Having a lot of "this is the rest of my life" moments lately. It's definitely not boding well for my emotional and mental state. Tonight all I wanted to do was take it out on my husband. Odd how resisting screaming an irrational "I hate you!" at him to protect his feelings trumps my own emotional well-being. Not healthy. He also ( Read more... ) -
$250 later...
Not taking my computer into my bedroom tonight. I ended up doing stuff online until 1:30am. Including signing myself and my husband up for a half marathon on June 1st. $100 registration fee times two, $20 wine-tasting after-party times two, $18 in "service fees" for registering online. Yay ( Read more... ) -
Laptop in the bedroom for the first time in a long time = postage err posting!
So, I figured since I made some small progress on a goal and because I brought my laptop into my bedroom, that I would grace the land of LiveJournal with a blog entry ( Read more... ) -
Frustration!!
I need to start blogging again. For real. It helps put so much in perspective. Is it sad that the main reason (other than laziness) that I don't blog is because I don't have readers anymore? The laziness also causes me not to go find readers ( Read more... ) -
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I'm become so disgusted with how FAT I've gotten...that I sink into a deep depression and do nothing other than come out of it long enough to binge on something and then sink deeper in. My weight has gotten so bad that I find myself feeling like even walking is a bit of a struggle, same thing when it comes to even getting out of the car. How did ( Read more... ) -
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so....I am having trouble getting up for this horrible day. I get a call from the repair shop that fixed my car, something I really didn't feel like dealing with this morning since they didn't fix it all away. so after I got off the phone and I said to myself "I just want to cry". and so I did. all this stress is becoming too much
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One of the most annoying things about being depressed...is that you can't find energy to DO anything. Sometimes there's not even enough energy to get something to eat (not that lacking energy to eat wouldn't do me some good). It's frustrating...because there's also no energy to do anything to change the depression. Why do human brains get ( Read more... ) -
This commercial...made me cry.
Originally posted by jvmatucha at This commercial...
Saw this the other day. Would like your reactions to it.
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I was absolutely disgusted by my cousin posting on Facebook a picture of her with a Chick-Fil-A bag on Wednesday and saying she was eating there to support them and their Christian beliefs...If you want to eat there, that's cool. But don't go around bragging about it. Especially since it's all based around anti-gay issues and not some kind of ( Read more... )