I have a new lj. YAY!! redpaintedroses I updated it for today so add me. It's pretty! thanks to Sarah of course :)

I need to change.
I'm not sure exactly how, but I know it needs to be done.
There are so many thoughts going through my head about my everything that I don't know what to do. I do know, in a way, what I want though.
I want to be open with people and not hide how I feel.
I want to be happy with myself and with my surroundings.
I want to feel like I do ( Read more... )

I went to Usher tonight!!! I know you're all jealous...oh yeah. It was hella fun w/ Nicole, but I feel bad for Dave because I got his ticket...sorry Dave. I am sooooo tired and have a ton of homework, so I'm gonna go. I just wanted to update...

Well, my day was interesting. It was completely boring but somehow interesting at the same time, lol. It was actually pretty good. I was so tired and almost feel asleep in all of my classes, but I cam home and took a nap, so it all worked out. I have homeworks which sucks...and I'm bored out of my mind! I wanna go somewhere, do something, idk, just ( Read more... )

Awesome weekend!!! It' all started friday night...I went to see Without a Paddle with Nicole, Stephanie, and Haley...the movie was so funny and I had a blast with the lovely ladies :). Every one has to go see that movie!!! I wanna see it again soo bad, haha. After the movies Nicole stayed over and we did the usual...talked for a few hours and then ( Read more... )

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The week has been ok...school sucks as usual but besides that it's all good. I was happy when I got a note from Nicole and Demi today. The 1st from Nicole, lol. I wrote her back but realized that I couldn't give it to her because she has practice. Oh well, she'll get it tomorrow.  It was weird. After I got home today I was so fuckin hyper!! lol, I ( Read more... )

This weekend has been overall awesome....

Friday I went to the mall with Nicole, Stephanie, and Haley. It was so much fun. I got a Dave Matthews Band cd and a lighter. Nicole came back to my house for a lil bit and took her home a while later.  Then Kristi got drunk and started to piss me off real bad. If you read my last post that I deleted, you'd ( Read more... )

Today wasn't horrible, but it wasn't great either. I like my honors english class, but I hate biology and health. The others are just boring like usual. Math actually wasn't that bad today tho...we had a sub and everyone pretty much just talked the whole time. so that was pretty cool ( Read more... )

Today was ok...it did't feel like an early release day at all. But I did wear a really cute skirt, and I looked pretty good too (I'm liking the good self esteem today). Not much happened, I went to my classes, and luckily we didn't have to redraw the world map in history. I would of failed that, no doubt, lol. Lunch was pretty good, I sat and ( Read more... )