Change can be a good thing
I need to change.
I'm not sure exactly how, but I know it needs to be done.
There are so many thoughts going through my head about my everything that I don't know what to do. I do know, in a way, what I want though.
I want to be open with people and not hide how I feel.
I want to be happy with myself and with my surroundings.
I want to feel like I do things because I want to do them...not because I think someone else would like me for it.
I want to find myself.
This list goes on and on and on...but that would be a waste of everyones time. These are the basics of what I'm looking for, so i'm gonna keep it at that.
It's going to take some time, but as long as I get it done I'm good. I'm going to come out of this a better person...I think/hope so anyways.