I am so tired of all of this. All of it. Me, mainly. I can't do a single thing right anymore and it pisses me off. The day started out great, despite the rough night I had last night that I finally overcome. I clung to a teddy bear with Jeremiah's picture on it for a long while in order to calm myself down. Pretty sad huh? Heh. But I eventually got ( Read more... )

I love my boyfriend more than the world. I know, that make it seme like our realtionship is horrible, but we know it's not. God knows that it's not. I truly love him. Hurting him kills me ( Read more... )