Yesterdays post was clearly just a depression one so today is a new day and of course Im feeling much better.........I think it stemmed from the fact that i talked to my Mum and she was so upset so i was worried and blamed myself.......same old story........yadda yadda yadda i feel better ( Read more... )

Im really really really scared of the unknown............Im sitting here crying...........
Im so scared Im so scared Im so scared..........Im scared.............I hate depression when it happens.........Some days I honestly wish...........and I cant belive Im going to write this......But i wish i never was born..................The End..........

Ive had a few days to calm down and be away from the bee at the Honey Factory.......although it isnt sweet sweet nectar its more like Hanus Bee Juice ( Read more... )

Its been a long time between drinks ! or posts ! as one may say ( Read more... )

If someone knows where i can get THEWONDERYEARS episodes on dvd , video or anything viewable ( Read more... )

I have a new email address in case anyone was wondering ,

skinnyhotdog@hotmail.com

1. I _____ Angie ( Read more... )

So this it ! Ive been inspired but maybe its been the beautifull air.......or perhaps someone in my home smokes pot ( Read more... )

We are home, its funny how i say we, when i am the one typing this.......its even funny to think im in a we due to how i feel about myself.......still not good enough etc.......but well hello lets write......i just said lets, oh heavens to betsy and martha.......will i ever have induced self confidence ( Read more... )