The vanity time...........?

Jul 07, 2005 15:56

1. I _____ Angie.
2. Angie is ____.
3. I think Angie should _____.
4. Angie needs _____.
5. I want to ____ Angie.
6. Angie can ____ my ____.
7. Someday Angie will _____.
8. Angie reminds me of _____.
9. Without Angie _____.
10. Angie can be _____.
11. Meeting Angie is _____.
12. Worst thing about Angie is _____.
13. Best thing about Angie is _____.
14. I am _____ Angie.

But omg ! Today i bought a 1960s! Bicycle for 10 dollars! I had the loveliest day, its funny today i set aside time for me and make the most of each day........I borrowed a weddingbook and even designed my own wedding dress.......i just love it i couldnt belive it.........
I feel very french im trying this new thing to disguise my shocking hair! and its a black beanie thing......today i was black and white........perhaps this is efficient with how i feel about myself.........the dark pulls me in to hating myself.......the white is that glimmer trying to get out......they say the colours u wear on a particular day everyday is how u feel about yourself.........
I couldnt belive my luck about the bike......
Im still feeling funny about myself, wondering if ill be good at anything.......ive such worries about the future.........because my life has always scared me of one thing.........

Happiness only lasts a minute or two then your father can turn around hit u and slap u or say u r the ugliest fattest thing in the world...........my god hes fucked me up.......no one will ever understand.....i feel so crazy sometimes........fuck..........omg! i started this post with happiness now im crying remembering my father.......
i feel ugly, fat useless and uno what...........thats me........
Wow i havent even had anything to drink and im writting this honest post............
the days of wine and roses can sometimes be applicable to the days of coffee and self starvation..........
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