Hmm...*reads*...ouchies...that's quite a list...sounds like something I had to go through often in my earlier days and even now sometimes...well...usually a few of those mixed in or all of them or something equally worse...but you know what I'm saying...anyway I remember how I used to deal with them...and all of them I had dealt with by COMMUNICATION...which...as far as you had told me(mostly not but what you have anyway) you had neglected...I just think that you really had to sit down with people and just work it out bit by bit...this I think should've been able to work out the first half of your issues...minus 4 maybe since I guess that might be more a ptience thing...but look at it this way...you have it easier than me...I stay here in this house 5 days a wk...the 6th day is usually with mom for stuff I don't like doing and only the 7th its something I want and I been doin this for yrs...probably more than you have been doin what you have been...and for more days each yr...you know?...I just kinda get used to it no worries...still
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Finally lets work on 1 and 2. Again...I believe I said it over and over and over again...online relationships is always about communication. I have no idea what happened between the both of you so I can only guess based on your track record. My assumption (please pardon me if I'm wrong) is...you didn't tell him what's going on with your life...you never told him the burden nor did you tell him about how it hurts you. oh sure you might have said "my friends are having trouble"...but you never say "my friends are dragging me everywhere"...you might have said "oh I'm going to fill out loan application with dad or mom or whoever" but you never said "I might not be getting a loan T_T" ...so often he wouldn't know the burden you go through and would think that nothing was wrong...why would he suspect otherwise right?...and having you being =( all the time doesn't help either...your mood would impact on him as well as your actions...which as you said was playing ms...I believe you said he was at a place where he couldn't play ms or something
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=/ Sorry Missa for all the things that have been happening to ya, I know life gets really hard a times and seems like you have nowhere to turn to or even seems like it will never get better, great thing about that is, it always has to get better eventually we just gota stick it out and hopefully make it through the rough ride to get the the smooth sailing =)
I am always here to talk to ya if ya need I have been trying but usually ya afk =)
Just take time out sometimes to just focus on the good things that make you smile.
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I am always here to talk to ya if ya need I have been trying but usually ya afk =)
Just take time out sometimes to just focus on the good things that make you smile.
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