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SHOUTING AT YOU
I miss you guys!
I mean, I've only freaking met most of you like...
Maybe twice, three times at the most...
But I just read your journals and stuff...
And you all like the same things and talk about the same things...
And share all the same interests!
Tara, Hilda, Laika, Lori, Itsuka!
You guys are like... one person, I swear!
If you all didn't live so far!
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Wow...
Thanks.
I trusted you.
Now I know better.
I'll never make that mistake
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So, I have discovered the perfect recipe for a clean bathtub.
Magic Eraser + Elbow grease + self pity + a smidgen of loneliness.
Works perfectly. You should try it out.
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STRANGE.
How come, before when AE was still going properly, I had no cosplay motivation?
And now, now that it is screwed all to hell, I am totally stoked for nothing?
*long sigh*
I really hope it all works out okay. I'll be very sad if it is cancelled.
Whelp, I'll attempt doodling while the staff slaves away trying to fix it.
Go staff go.
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I'm a terrible friend.
I think I'm just starting to fully realize it.
...Just starting to truly hate myself for it.
I wouldn't be surprised if you hate me too.
I'm so sorry.
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I'm going numb.
I already feel like I've lost myself.
Now I feel like I'm losing my feelings too.
I watched Enchanted today and it made me really sad.
Well, no. I liked it.
It made me happy, but at the moment it's making me sad.
The way she acted. I wish I could be like that. To so strongly believe in love.
I don't even feel like I'll ever be in love for love.
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Routine is eating me.
Click. Click. Click.
The most common sound to hit my ears.
Musicians screaming their stories, the soft ticking of the clock completely drowned out.
The keyboard tick-tacks, I pull a breath in.
Occasionally the cat meows.
In between songs the silence falls around me like a veil.
A drape.
Then family comes home and the child in me shines.
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Steampunk~
Probably the best style of fashion I have seen in a long time. Steampunk.
I'm ashamed to say I've only just barely heard about it.
Though other styles I enjoy, such as Lolita, EGL, Decora etc, are very stylish and unique and so much delightfully better than fashion here...
The fashion of Steampunk is much better.
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My head hurts.
My head hurts. Too much thinking.
I kinda wish I was really stupid or something, that way I wouldn't have to think so much.
My head feels all cloggy and stuffy. So much so, that actual thinking hurts.
I wonder what it is that's happening in my brain to make it feel like this, and make it promote being thoughtless.
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Keeping it alive.
I won't let my journal die like before.
I will keep this account ALIVE.
Well, anyway. I've been thinking a lot lately. Just thinking. About life, and my own situation, the way things work, how things could be different, why things are the same, what I'd lose or gain if I changed everything drastically, post-secondary, pre-secondary. Basically ( Read more... )