I like how "I have to go for a bit" means 5 hours and counting.
I like how "Gone for a minute" means 3 hours having fun without you.
Maybe it's my own fault I'm left behind, or maybe not. It doesn't matter.
Either way I'm here alone.

 *sad face*

I saw RENT last night in North Van! It was so good, and then I got to talk a little with the Maureen and Joanne. They were so short, even though they looked tall on stage!
They all sang so well, and when Angel walked off the stage during the reprise of "I'll Cover You" I wanted to cry!! ; o;
I want to go back and see it again, but I can't.

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I have internet back.
Sorry I haven't kept up with reading anybody's entries.

I AM GRADUATING TODAY.

I want to shave my head NOW.
I'd look like a dumb ass lolita with a shaved head.
I have to wait.
I WANT TO TOUCH MY SCALP.

I always feel sad and I never have a reason.
It's not a crippling sadness. It's just a subtle fog over things.
I'm always fighting with myself over this. Always fighting myself not to do something really, really fucking stupid.
I know I shouldn't be left alone, but I 'm so sick of being around people.
I really shouldn't be left alone.
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I'm dangerous today.

House, Season 2, Episode 11 "Need to Know"
"You don't like yourself.
But you do admire yourself. It's all you've got, so you cling to it.
You're so afraid if you change, you'll lose what makes you special.
Being miserable doesn't make you better than anybody else, House.
It just makes you miserable."
                        -- Wilson

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I'm too obsessed. 
It's a good thing.
It distracts me from the bad things.
Even if my parents hate it.

Whatever, no one ever reads this anyway.