29x the pain

[mirrorballmoon]

I don't know what the impression that people get off me not working at the moment is. I fear it's "DOSSER, she gets to sit at home watching the iplayer while I have to fucking work the BITCH". And I keep hearing "what if you lose your job?" and that would - will? - be awful. But well scarier is the possibility that I won't work again. Or not for a

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[nohalani]

people are so selfish in that way...hope you get some relief soon.

[bigcat23]

your health is far more important than any work.
Also, please don't despair about people not saying much, it doesn't mean they don't care. When I had The Bad Thing happen to me, I was told that sometimes people fear that they can be of no help, and so feel awkward saying anything, it doesn't necessarily mean they're not thinking about you
Much love x

[lozette]

I'm really sorry this is happening :-( Forget about work - you're genuinely ill and work can wait!

Hi

[anonymous]

I am not sure how I found you I don't recall thought disorder too. Wondering were you taking antidepressants and the above post is the fallout as I have quit taking them and your post sounds like my life. I quit cold turkey and am waiting to heal still 25 months so far and while I have improved I am not well yet hope it does not take you that long if that is your problem. I don't have an account so this first post is anonymous for some reason I have saved this post so will check back to see if AD is indeed your issue.
Sandhy