Today was mostly good, and a fair bit strange and awkward also. As 'Heritage Day' was yesterday, there was a thing, nothing really happened in church, but I got to hang out with the kids on their last day here so that was pretty awesome. Alice is so sweet, 3 years old and louder than the rest so she makes sure she gets heard. She pwns ( Read more... )

I make myself sick.

I never do memes. But for some reason I'm doing this one. Idk why lol, I am certainly not avoiding finishing fic *shifty eyes*. Anyway, who's willing to bet I ramble? Oh, and mention not fun things. Pretty likely too.

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a ( Read more... )

I hardly ever get sick. But it seems that after my exams my body has just SHUT DOWN.

Like wtf? Seriously, like I have all this time to write. I want to fucking write but I just can't and I hate it so bad. SO BAD I WANT TO SCREAM.

And I hurt, everything just hurts for no reason, I'm too hot and I'm fucking hungry but I can't keep anything down. ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I'd love it if I could just stop thinking.

Just... stop.

Stupid memories. Stupid past. Stupid fucked up head.

Whatever. I'm over it, just get the fuck out of my head bitch before I snap you in half.

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( okay so )

( emo crap ftw, like srsly )

Him: If you don't take it I'm gonna find a pocket and stick it in there.

Me: Dirty.

Him: ... yeah. Let's not tell bobbie (wife) I said that

Me: Nope.

LMAO.

Btw he was talking about money... not anything else. But I bet you were thinking it ;)

Sorry darling ( Read more... )

( Okay, so I knew this would happen. It doesn't suck any less for it. I'm such a fucking idiot. Weak, God damn fucking weak. )