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y my friend?
y my friend all the time, y not s/he?
ok, leave it, girl, u gotta learn. eat your big strawberry jogobella ( just don't tell him u r eating it ), drink your tea with lemon juice, finish the entry & b back to acid/base.- ................................................................................................................................. ( Read more... )
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let me know when i am alive
i wonder...
i focused on the pain, the only thing that's real.
silence. condemned to silence. channeled to the mind of a big snowflake.- some people r snow. if they r made warm, they melt & evaporate & nth is left. i guess i evaporated. too much heat.
- some people r something else... right now i don't know what. but when they get warm, they stay ( Read more... )
- some people r snow. if they r made warm, they melt & evaporate & nth is left. i guess i evaporated. too much heat.
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never loved me, but at least he cared
&now he doesn't.
the other should b trying to see me, but he's not.
no reasons.
&... it's not only me. life's getting shitty somewhere else too. but we'll try to be strong, aye, JJ? wht do we need them for?
fuck, i want to write to him &tell him i'm shit. &that this is the end. that i don't want it anymore. before it's too late and my blanket -
f...u9ck
right now i'm talking to sb over gg. or maybe not exactly talkin... funny thing... i wanted him to show up so much and for so long... and now i'm not even stressed. maybe just a bit sad he's not too talkative. It's been seven words from him since we started talkin... JJ, u should know who it is... to give you a hint i'll just write that: it must ( Read more... ) -
pierogi
i did as the rats do, my prize was none
frustration should belong to rats -
movie in the evening
haven't slept too much, still tired, a bit sick maybe, lot's of things to do, rushing after time that is sinking into a hole like moonwater,living fall, leaving fall behind, falling leaves, fall in gloves, feel hot in a hat and caught in a cap, reached me again, enriched me, out of reach, reason, resonance, consonance. Resonating, resounding, ( Read more... ) -
i can hear silent day noises
i can smell coffee, it's almost black and gets between teeth.
It's not warm in here, i should wear gloves, but i made myself another blanket and i'll try to hold it tight, so that nobody can take it from me.