I've been thinking of you, dear journal, last friday. Because a girl i didn'r really know had a dark day, she was too late or maybe unable to say goodbye, and it gave me perspective ( Read more... )

Sometimes a hole appears in your stomach & sucks last 20 years & the world is wide & waiting & all the roads are open

Livejournal says it's been 16 years since i started here ( Read more... )

Autumn started and i just want to crawl into my shell & seal the entrance. Or exit.
Things are getting to me. Emotional homeostasis erratic. Wrong arm of the curve, i suppose. Too little or too much of sth. Compensative mechanisms incompetent.

The air smells of prunes, like christmas ( Read more... )

Przeczytam do końca za Ciebie, twardzielko.

They didn't come
They broke the sky from afar
And rained the death
Out of the clear blue sky
Daddy couldn't stop them
I tried to hold you and i did
We fell together five floors down
I tried to hold you but we fell together

Bo czlowiek umiera i kazdy ma wyrok Nic nie jest tak pewne jak śmierć
Bo twoj czas sie konczy a dzieciom zostawiasz jeszcze wiekszy
Chaos
Bo dom tylko jeden drobina w kosmosie w otchłani
Bo nie masz siebie
Bo nie masz nikogo
zasem chcesz sie pozalic ale nie masz do kogo sie modlic
W bogow nie wierzysz
W czlowieka nie warto

Going to work seems like the only me-time of the day. Bumping into someone i know when i'm on the bus is a disaster ( Read more... )

Why do you mind that i’m fine without world ( Read more... )