Grrr ( Read more... )

how long can it last? i'm getting used to the idea that it'll never stop & just wonder how long i can take it if that's what it's gonna look like from now on till the end of my days. it's not life ( Read more... )

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13 in Hamilton's scale, 19 in Beck's ( Read more... )

Love Song ( Read more... )

i want to b normal again. i want to c what is good in life. i want to b happy with what i have. cos i won't get more (shut up, this is pathetic).
am i not worth loving?
y am i always tryin to do my best & noone really cares?

ok. he says he loves me. he says he doesn't know what is going on, but he loves me. how can he know for sure? (shut up ( Read more... )

really. i'm always down on saturdays. today i woke up beside my lover & cried. & couldn't stop. & it's still hiding somewhere, i know i'll cry again before this f^&*in saturday ends ( Read more... )

sad
on the verge of tears
no power left
no will to do things
lookin forward 2 nth
took most of my things from There
time, could u please turn around & go back, to may, to june, to august, to september... i want back what i had, the certainty or almost,
cryin

yea! it was 6 months ago when i met my beloved 4 the first time, yea, now i'm gonna

celebrate this! how? i'll study a bit, then have a bath & go to sleep. yes, it's gonna b fun.

but when u're not so down & so lonely u don't think so much & u begin to feel dull & somehow standing in the same place or crawling like a snail, & that's what's happening 2 me, i'm starting 2 feel that if there were clubs 4 extremely dull people i'd b offered free membership with all extras included (drinks, cabs, conferences, t-shirt, underwear ( Read more... )