i wish i could know everything. everything everything.

i try to know everything but people get mad.

thats because usually the things i find out are things that are not good and are attempted to be hidden.

i just. don't. get it.

It's funny how people treat you when their friends are all in relationships and they aren't versus when all their friends miraculously become single. And not funny "ha ha".

Contrary to what I thought in September, San Diego is actually an awesome city - it just takes some time and energy to really see it for what it is. Aside from the beaches, which of course are very appealing and beautiful, there are so many neighborhoods full of character that i've fallen in love with. So now i find myself staying away from my ( Read more... )

dear whoever in new york city believes that they want to move:

DONT.

i did it for you

i miss it badly

and

i want to come home.

see? now you dont have to do all that.

today i woke up and decided i had no good reason to not move to san diego ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

imgettingfatimgettingfatimgettingfat

no more cookies. ;/

my jeans dont fit me

yesterday i was not okay. i had a fuckedup relapse, or something that happens to crazy people. because today i am okay, i am rational. it was just yesterday... this shit creeps up on me and i just can't handle it. OK tho!

so i just need a quick outlet so i dont have to scream into a pillow ( Read more... )

had a really good and fun and social drinking night for his roomates birthday. like tons of fun. then i go home and he comes up with me to pick up his stuff and its like the platonic talk never happened, and passive aggressive shit pops up and i shoot down. what. the fuck. we had fun tonite, can't we just leave it at that? LIJFSDL:KJFSLK: iwanna ( Read more... )