FUCK. I am admitting it right now, I am in over my head. In so many areas. I am so stressed that I sometimes feel thoughts are swirling in my head and I just cannot catch my breath. I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed, to the point where I don't know where to start or how to start and finish everything that I want to do. As a result I am eating more ( Read more... )

So I'm already in for the nite, but thats because I've exhausted myself thoroughly. UHmmmmmmmmmm so I didn't go to the gym, as expected, but when tryin to read teh 450 page book for school Ip assed out.... but forgot that I had made plans to meet Marc & see his friend's band play........ so I was late for that. Whoops. And I had an empty stomach ( Read more... )

So why is it that all boys who I hang out with feel the need to let me know (or remind me) that they are not big eaters? Honestly! Because we all know I am, so they need to warn me? I'm not a big drinker but I still go out with alcoholics. Whatevaaaa ( Read more... )

Tonite. I also learned the man groupsing that boys put girls in: 1. Hot, 2. Cute-Hot, 3. Cute , and then I forget the rest. There are like, subdivisions of thsoe. I also found out where I was grouped, although I didn't want to knwo (notbad). ALSO, boys notice weird things. Aside from white teeth, he said somethin like "you have nice legs, your ( Read more... )

SO. Today I had internship (but it was cancled) and work and Anthony called - I start next week - and then 2 classes. Alaina switched into my first class which made me so happy even though that class BLOWS! Second class is my TV class which they played a movie and everyone left, 3 hours early, so I did too - but I took lots of candy with me ( Read more... )

PS: It's been said many a times, but I think now is as good as any time to throw in my two-sense

BUSH SUCKS.

Tomorrow = Day 2 (3) of classes. This week is off. I thoroughly managed to unpack all my shit and make my room as homey and comfy as ever - the thought (and reality) of having to move out of here in June, even if to another apartment in nyc, is enough to make me feel like I will vomit ( Read more... )

Back in da city... tons of summer photos that I have not uploaded and probably will not - come see my real photo album if you're actually curious ( Read more... )

NOT JOKING, my roomate tried to kill me tonite. Everyone ( Read more... )

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