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so you don't hurt so much
"Thoughts and feelings like those...destroy the first phase of one's youth--its careless happy freshness. The first thing I noticed about you the other day was that that had gone--if indeed you ever really had it. And I am afraid that all the compensation in the world will not bring it back to either of us ever. When one has known, one can never be ( Read more... ) -
i came unglued
today i was walking back to estill street and i saw these purple flowers growing out of the sidewalk. at first i didn't even take notice of them but then i realized that they weren't supposed to be there. they were out of their box and growing somewhere they shouldn't be able to. i wouldn't even have noticed them if they had been with all the ( Read more... ) -
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my third summer getting ready to go back to berea and somehow this is the worst yet. last year was both one of the best and one of the hardest years of my life. (it's got nothin on 6.) and so, i know what i'm going back to. partially. today's like a reality check because it isn't going to be the same as when we left in may. (this summer is a ( Read more... ) -
The Ballad of the Butcher Knife
Once upon a time, a former friend who shall remain nameless was throwing away a very nice, very sharp piece of kitchen cutlery. Meredith, recognizing the opportunity to own such a stunning instrument, instantly requested to keep the large knife. "Sure," said nameless friend. "Can I put this under your seat?" Meredith asked me, as we were, no ( Read more... ) -
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You Are An ENFPThe Inspirer ( Read more... ) -
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i miss my best friend. -
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what would it matter anyway
maybe i like making myself miserable
i was happy once i'm sure
it must be the hormones talking. that or the loads of junk food i gorged myself on today. -
tonight as i walk
tonight i hurt. there came a time when i thought that maybe it was possible that the world wasn't as inherently evil as i believed it to be for most of my life, but tonight that's changed. with tears and with trembling and with bewilderment and with silence and with wondering, what good is it to try to fix things? there's too much you can't do ( Read more... ) -
at least she knows she's pretty
So I was going update about how Chacos suck and so do bad friends. However, after an outing with my counselee group (composed of the most awesome young ladies in UB/WI), I've come to realize that I have only one thing to say.
I am blessed. So blessed.
For all the bad, there was a whole lot of good. And there still is. -
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Hi, I'm going back to Berea tomorrow to get my summer started! I'll be working with Upward Bound and getting generally crunk. I really excited but a little nervous so please keep me, my coworkers, and our kids in your prayers. I'll be back in Rock Hill July 25th or so, so we shall continue all the general awesomeness and mischief which was ( Read more... )