People do vicious things-- it is part of what it means to be human; Overall people have a great deal of self control-- but violence is easy. As I think about the pursuit of a certain Chechen 19 year old i think about the microcosm of humanity it illustrates. No one admits that they can relate with the attacker, yet I have heard so many people make ( Read more... )

Do we not fear the thoughts that incur upon our darkened haze. SOmetimes you can feel this disconnect from reality and you can so much that you don't even want to understand. Am I okay? I don't like the person in me who see's so vividly alternate roads that could have been or could be. I am in love with the road I am on-- it is a winding road even ( Read more... )

There are things that are wrong with the world-- It is amazing to see so many people frenzied at misinformation-- and yet so many faces of apathy towards the truth. Where am I? I try to spread a realistic perception of reality... maybe it comes off as moderate-- but that is only if radicalism and fashism are way to extreme on there stances-- which ( Read more... )

I am happy-- I am in love. Every day with Becca seams so pure and genuine and our love is comforting and fulfilling. Every day I feel our love burn stronger-- that old hopless romantic I thought I killed off with in myself back in high school has been revived and made extremely hopeful. Yes we have loved each other for a nidge over 14 months now-- ( Read more... )

Green is the color of a fallen mountain as its white glacial past reminds of the days it was king-- left are the springs that seep out of its valleys and the trees that occupy its surface. Bound to its earthly tomb, the heart of the mountain fades into the sunset of its tatonic past where all was moving and uncertain. With this new age from ( Read more... )

After days like today it is very tempting to just go and not come back-- but that would be unfair to my mother who has done so much for my sibilings and I ( Read more... )

If we were to take the red, and rub it into ontology it would become real... red and ontology would become ontological-- the words themselves confuse us to the point where it is very difficult to understand truth beyond the truth of words... we must remember however, that math is logic, and both are language structures concerned with one thing-- ( Read more... )

The money leans against you-- pressing four times the weight of gold into your abdomen. Realize, its suggestive pressures-- telling you it will make you happy-- oh money you are so shiny. The things you do for money and the promise of money-- twisting your life about-- alowing yourself to be controlled and manipulated by money-- submitting to its ( Read more... )

'Do you have questions for me?'

I will ask a question if I have it--
I am not bashful really.

You can propagate your learning curve by having humility and questioning everything-- even your own convictions. I do not suggest you ought change your convictions-- but the moment you hold them as truth and declare them as truth you have likely stopped your learning process. St. Augustine of Hippo would tell us that new knowledge can only be ( Read more... )