The drive to the tattoo parlor took about 40 minuets. Mistress Suzy was now in a really good mood. We where almost there when she announced I think we will get you pierced today while we are there. Things have have gone so far past what I first thought I was getting into that I am no longer able to stop my decsent into a feminized sissy slave. So ( Read more... )

Mistress Suzy supervised while I got dressed. She told me how having me as her bitch was the best thing she to ever happen in her life. You have heard the saying it takes a great woman to make a great man  Well missy in your case it's it takes a great woman to make a great man  turn into a girlie sissy and that's what i have done. I'm proud of what ( Read more... )

I was terrified when Mistress Suzy first told me of her plan for this afternoon. Thinking I could handle what ever humiliating scenario she might put me in. I still was not prepared for todays adventures. Mistress Suzy showed up about 2 O'Clock and told me to start a bath and make sure to add plenty of CALGON and baby oil. I politely asked if the ( Read more... )

Mistress Suzy does not read my journal but I think she may read my mind. It was as if she sensed my conflicting feeling about my commitment in this agreement. Mistress Suzy informed me that it was time to tag her property, which means i am going in for a tattoo. T his is a big step and I think I am ready. I have decided that if i am going to do ( Read more... )

No time to lay in bed and be sick. Got bills that must be paid. I have not got the front money yet for the SJ project but expect it monday. I am not hurting  for money I just know  Mistress Suzy likes to spend my money. I must say though she does normally spend  much of it on things for me or things that both of us are able to enjoy. She mentioned ( Read more... )

I think I have been suffering from a sinus infection or an ear infection. What ever it is, it sucks. It makes me dizzy  and gives me a constant head ache and i am having problems holding food down.  One of the nice things though is Mistress Suzy taking care of me. I new I loved her for more then fun and games. She really cares about me YHEA!! Yes ( Read more... )

I just got home from S J. I think I got the bid... I don't think Mistress Suzy will  be happy with me. We agreed that work must come first. She can be very possessive with me especially with my new agreement\ contract!

Mistress Suzy does not want to negotiate the contract at all. I know I signed it but I didn't think she really wanted to enforce it ( Read more... )

I was surprised by the contract. She was really serious this time. Mistress Suzy must have seen the surprise in my eyes because she started to giggle then she push the paper closer to me. Sign it Missy you know it's what you want. You don't want to make all those hard de scions and I know how much you want to please me. All you need to do is sign ( Read more... )

This is how it will begin. Mistress Suzy and me met today for lunch. Things sort of went as I expected. We started with small talk then as soon as Mistress Suzy felt comfortable she pounced. She attacked my love life or lack of love life then my life style after that it was my masculinity. Mistress Suzy can be very convincing, She is masterful in ( Read more... )

Last year I promised my self that I would not allow myself to continue becoming a submissive sissy, I was a man... not a sissy? The sissy part of me was created by Mistress Suzy, it was something she wanted and enjoyed.It was not really me? I tried to convinced myself that this was true.Unfortunately I now know, this was not true. After Mistress ( Read more... )