My Mistress is back
Last year I promised my self that I would not allow myself to continue becoming a submissive sissy, I was a man... not a sissy? The sissy part of me was created by Mistress Suzy, it was something she wanted and enjoyed.It was not really me? I tried to convinced myself that this was true.Unfortunately I now know, this was not true. After Mistress Suzy left, I thought that all the urges to cross dress would stop. I had hoped my desires to be feminized would disappear.I would quickly take control of my sex life, begin dating again and start living the normal life. Instead; my desires intensified I found myself dreaming and fantasizing about submitting to a strong woman who liked to feminize her men. It made me uneasy to know that I was indeed a sissy who wanted to be dominated and controlled by woman.
Well things may be changing soon. Mistress Suzy called me yesterday and we are meeting for lunch tomorrow. I am hoping she wants to play are secret D\S games again. This is giving me mixed feelings.I am thinking that it might not be wise to give-in and submit to Mistress Suzy. She very easily could begin to get carried away with her dominance like before. Only this time I may not have the will to break away.
Well things may be changing soon. Mistress Suzy called me yesterday and we are meeting for lunch tomorrow. I am hoping she wants to play are secret D\S games again. This is giving me mixed feelings.I am thinking that it might not be wise to give-in and submit to Mistress Suzy. She very easily could begin to get carried away with her dominance like before. Only this time I may not have the will to break away.