wow its been awhile ( Read more... )

Life is good right now I can't complain besides the health shit but im used to that by now.Schools finished I did fairly well final marks are still being mailed so we will see i suppose ( Read more... )

"I never believed in God or the devil or angels or vampires or werewolves, or things like that, things that could affect fate, or change the course of some chaotic-seeming rhythm that governed the universe ( Read more... )

How am I lately? I'm not sure. School is great its fun Im around a good group of girls and we laugh alot n study well, theres alot of stress ect but its fun I feel 12 again ( Read more... )

I feel weird n detached.Like i dont want to speak lately,Like it takes to much effort to speak my thoughts.so I return to grunts n hand gestures n only speak when i have no other alternative ( Read more... )

Sweet demon you remind me of things I'd thought you had forgotten ( Read more... )

I still dream of you.Your translucent eyes staring deep into me seeing/encompassing all that I am.fleeting thoughts will find you sitting there in the corner of my mind where you've been all along.hidden in cobwebs and flakes of dried blood , You are my soul.I try to force you back, smother you into the depths but you always find your way back.I ( Read more... )

So much no one knows, even to those I hold closest to me.So much more burns behind the fire in my eyes that no one see.The charming lustre that used to shine there dulls ( Read more... )

I had a interesting weekend.Pants bday shin dig on fri was good fun to be had by all.Was nice seing everyone and especially seeign pants smile.there was drinking by some and dancing by all.I drove some people home (your a sweetheart by the way tammi).My car got puked on by the minor squared...but more importantly pantz got puked on by the minor ( Read more... )

Those Bloody Tears
From Which I've Sewn
Trickle Down my Leaden Path
Follow Through as Times Before
Everytime A Little More
Evertime A Little Less
Is Left
Shivers Collide
With Shortness of Breathe
Senses Numbed
Emotions Tainted
Slowly Falling
Begging Without a Sound
Sourounded By Walls
In The Dark
Simply Nothing
And Nothing More.............