this is my last chance to ease the fire
So much no one knows, even to those I hold closest to me.So much more burns behind the fire in my eyes that no one see.The charming lustre that used to shine there dulls.
And I'm empty
And I'm alone
And I'm wanting
And I'm exactly where I always am
Passion, inspiration sucked out of me, leaving me a empty husk of who I used to be.So I pull away more withdrawl further into my mind.So quiet again except for the screaming in my mind, the sounds no one hears.As I beg without a sound.
And I find my will losing me.I find the air sitting stale, heavy in my lungs.
The blood spills,the only thing real, tangible anymore.My only comfort, my last resort...as I become the thing I swore I'd never be again.That monster you hated so, the real me underneath it all.
"Leave me, Unholy and dirty and beautiful..........."
And I'm empty
And I'm alone
And I'm wanting
And I'm exactly where I always am
Passion, inspiration sucked out of me, leaving me a empty husk of who I used to be.So I pull away more withdrawl further into my mind.So quiet again except for the screaming in my mind, the sounds no one hears.As I beg without a sound.
And I find my will losing me.I find the air sitting stale, heavy in my lungs.
The blood spills,the only thing real, tangible anymore.My only comfort, my last resort...as I become the thing I swore I'd never be again.That monster you hated so, the real me underneath it all.
"Leave me, Unholy and dirty and beautiful..........."